sunny daze

Sunny daze and magic potions, my belly is full of culture and I'm always in the right place at the right time.

Patience finds me

Trillium

Patient manifestation

I am emerging,

a seedling

after a hard spring rain

embodying strength,

determined to survive,

a photosynthetic miracle

unveiling new layers

in front of fresh eyes.

Out of my fingers,

grow vines

delicate and reaching

toward a distant sun,

green into yellow,

shadows fall on my face.

Flowers bloom out of my ears

as I dig deeper

in pursuit of patience.

Tender flesh

sweet bone

of a lover undiscovered,

an open eyed kiss

rooted in Gaia's fertile belly,

illuminated by dreamscapes &

prayed upon under dark moons.

Inspired as a bird's enchanted song,

I leap into the work,

carefully tending,

diligently watering,

finding beauty in focus,

creating intimate space

and remembering to laugh.

Lying amidst weeds & wildflowers,

staring through translucent skies

of unbridled hope,

patience finds me

with immaculate timing.

Digging Deep

The little bridge leading to my house.

You mean we only get daffodils for a few weeks out of the year and then they are gone? Those friendly, outgoing, shining flowers just appear out of the depths of winter, carrying the promise of spring in the bright yellow of their petals and then simply vanish, a job well done. Amazing. Such an incredible cycle we are a part of. 

I'm waist deep in an intense cycle myself. I feel so grown up, I am making healthy choices that are taking me to new heights of proactive inspiration. Everything in perfect synchronicity, as this new found motivation rises up within me, I'm becoming more aware of how quickly the days, weeks, seasons pass. It's a steady reminder that our time here is not infinite and a reminder that I've got work to do. So many dreams, so much love to share - I don't want to "waste" a single moment!

Our garden is such a joy! I can't think of any more satisfying way to spend a sunny afternoon than with hands dug in the dirt. It can be difficult to balance the time between time spent in the garden and time spent "working" (haha gardens are work tooo!) But I've discovered that after lunch I am pretty useless for computer work, but its a perfect time for me to get busy in the garden.

I'm convinced that the most effective way to change the world, yes THE WORLD! is if every family starts planting their own food gardens. I'm sure the reasons to garden are endless but here are some of my favorite reasons to plant a garden:

1. Save money and energy! Sending produce literally around the world makes no sense. Why pay, in dollars and environmental cost, for food to travel so far when it can be produced in your own backyard? Organic grocery bills can be pretty heavy on the pocketbook as well.

2. Take back food production! Not only can you regain control over what you are eating (have you looked at food labels these days, what is that stuff?) but I think its an important step in reclaiming your life. Now is the time to learn ways to be self-sufficient.

3. Gardening builds communities, families, friendships. Gardens are a lot of work and you will get better results if you work together. Plus you can share resources, share recipes, have work parties, harvest feasts, knowledge... Teaching children about gardening and food production is priceless.

4. Exercise!! Bags of soil, digging beds, weeding, the job list in the garden goes on and on. Why pay for yoga, do garden yoga for free!

5. Health. Not only will you know exactly what has gone into the food you are consuming, but by spending time in your garden you develop a relationship with your plants and they know what you need! Let them nourish you! eat more greens ;)

6. Beginners mind. Even an expert gardener can't completely control an organic garden. You have to develop the beginner's mind and creatively solve problems that arise in your garden. You are the constant student.

7. Oh, the inspiration. You are nurturing life! Caring for it from seed to harvest. The gift of life provides endless inspiration.

8. Getting in tune with the Earth. By observing and participating in plant, moon and seasonal cycles you begin to get in synch with the rhythms of the earth. You'll feel more balanced, grounded and harmonious.

9. Gardens are beautiful. Nature is the best designer. She has produced so many beautiful miracles in plants. Its truly pleasurable to sit back and admire a garden.

10. oh, did I forget to mention: YUMMMMMMM! Food fresh from the garden is the ultimate culinary experience. Imagine the fun you'll have in the kitchen coming up with ingenious ways to prepare all of your fresh harvest. Fresh salsas, salads, stir fry, lasagna, fruit pies, the sky is the limit. Dinner parties and BBQ's will take on all new significance. 

On this day

On this day, I live in the land of plenty. I count my blessings on both hands, sometimes both feet too. Surrounded by a color of green so vibrant, so alive, so nurturing, it bathes my soul in delight. 

On this day, I laugh so hard my stomach jiggles with joy - my belly is full, my heart content and I feel like I am falling in love with the whole world.

On this day, I am so full of inspiration, it fills the entire length of my body, inspires tears at the sight of simple signs, at melodies in songs, photographs and art pieces.

On this day, I am conspiring to find ways to love you more deeply, devising mischievous plots to share this joy with you. I'm diving into the depths of the Earth's beauty, seeing daffodils for the first time, rewriting my story, filling in the gaps, creating my own happy ending starting right now.

Seedling at Spring Equinox

Succulent.

Faery flags.

Victory garden, phase one.

Seedlings catching some rain.

Season turns

pace quickening

spirit rested

yet body remains cold

chilled air 

on vulnerable skin

still gently sleeping

dreaming

seedling.

Nourish me,

bathe me in honesty, 

unbridled emotion.

Feed me sultry kisses,

late night moonlit dances.

Equalize darkness within

as the sun balances 

the moon,

sing me whole again.

Daffodil Daydream

Daffodils on my windowsill.

Subtle.

Closed eyes 

envision daffodils;

long, thin, green stems

giving rise to six petals 

a perfectly balanced star

of oh-so-creamy white

soft, pale yellow at center

just enough to stand out

whisper hello,

capture my imagination.

Tears fall where

words should be,

pen on paper

fingers on keyboard

clumsy and shy

doubting 

wanting 

but not knowing

how to sing

the truth of daffodils

as winter waves goodbye.

Flushed

OM TARE TUTTURE TURE SVAHA

I feel flushed with inspiration and desire for life. Did you know that February literally means "month of fever"? We are slowing awakening from winter's depth. Teased by the promise of spring and sunshine.  All around me i feel the magic of new beginnings of thought and action.

I've been digging deep with my thoughts about love these days. Exploring what love actually means to me, how i cultivate & nourish it, and how i express it. I've been blessed lately with the unique opportunity to address some unresolved issues with past lovers, and also to revisit past relationships in a new context. mmmmmm, I'm opening my heart to compassionate love.

And when it rains it pours. Somehow, through the slow manifestation of years of prayer, an incredible opportunity has arisen for me. A new challenge that I take on with full motivation and eagerness. A phase of intense re-structuring of my own mental map, creating a new path for myself. One that challenges me on all levels and yet allows me creative freedom to provide my own solutions. It also allows me to call on my extended network of talented and skilled friends to help realize this project. I am so grateful for this opportunity. I feel like I am exactly where I am supposed to be.

On this new moon i dedicate myself to the path of helping other people realize their dreams...